Ponderings

Coffee with Mom on New Year's Day. One of the moments I'm glad I have time to soak in now, without worrying about meeting the next deadline.

A resolution of sorts

I have a confession. I’ve always sort of looked down on people who make New Year’s resolutions. I’ve never understood why resolutions should be the sort of thing made only once a year, or why it’s okay to put off doing something you know you should be doing, like getting healthier. I’m a person of [...]

Screw you, Today's Chicago Man.

On being a woman

Outside Tribune Tower is an enormous statue of Marilyn Monroe. She straddles a giant replica of a subway grate, bent over, head thrown back in the classic Seven-Year Itch pose. (It’s become a favorite game of mine, when I need a break, to go to the lunchroom and see how many people in a fifteen-minute [...]

Attempting to express my Bulldog spirit on graduation day. Succeeding in looking ridiculous.

Anybody, any time, anywhere

Anyone who knows me well knows that sports are something I enjoy about as much as woolen underpants. I don’t understand most sports’ rules, I can’t sit still that long, and I don’t like the thought of people ripping one another apart over a ball. Despite that, just for a moment, let me raise the [...]

Dad and I at Giordano's downtown. I ate the leftovers for a week.

Things I’ve Learned, Chicago Edition

It’s been a while since I’ve written here. Adjusting to a new pace of life is weird and hard. I find myself working late just because if I come home, I don’t know what to do with myself. (My dishes, floors, and bathroom should be much cleaner than they are as a corollary to this.) [...]

The epitome of an endless journey, the only point of which is enjoyment.

The impossible dream

Today was a very rough work day. It wasn’t the length of the day: I don’t mind putting in 11-hour shifts if that’s what gets the job done. It wasn’t the productivity of the day: I got what I needed to built. It wasn’t the solitude of the day: I got to work with several [...]

"Love leaves an open door." —Sugarland

Norway, I love you.

Yesterday, I sat in complete shock as I scrolled through The Atlantic’s photos of the devastation in Norway. I’d seen the bombed buildings and a few shots of people bleeding, but sadly that hadn’t registered much emotion with me. So much of that happens in the world. News of another car bomb is hardly novel. [...]

"When you come to the edge of all the light you know and are about to step into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing that one of two things will happen: There will be solid ground to stand on, or you will learn to fly." Author unknown, found via Richard Koci Hernandez

Faith

Sometimes I get very impatient. Okay, usually I am very impatient. I want what I want, and I want it now. Because at the time, I think I know exactly what it is that I want. Often, I find out eventually that, wow, that was not at all what I wanted, and I’m very glad [...]

Firefly's sign

Today I am a ma’am

(apologies to the Mary Tyler Moore Show for ripping off one of the episode titles) Today I turned the corner of my 20s. I’m now closer to 30 than I am to 20. On one hand, I’ve always acted older than I am. So in a way, my age is just finally catching up with [...]

Kids squealing as they dance in the spray from a hose.

It’s the little things

It’s been a stressful few days, and sometimes that gets me sort of down and hormonal. This afternoon, I took a walk down to The Mudd House, a coffee shop/cafe that had been recommended to me. (The coffee, all organic, was good, but still not of Royal-Giant excellence.) On my way back, I took a [...]